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>Habitual desires

>My blog sure must be thinking i have been neglecting it,well i cant blame it!i havent contributed anything substantial for a long time.I get myself so bottled up that I’m afraid if I open up, too many things will spill out. Things that I may not be ready to accept or deal with.
Like the fact that I live in a fantasy world. I hope, everyday of my life, that I will walk into my room and something will be different and nice! Something will have happened when I wasn’t expecting it. I will have someone come and tell me how much i mean to them. I just seem to have had enough.I guess its time i stopped helping others and started minding my own business. I guess people who jus dont care or seem to realise how much ur trying to help them or how much u care for em shud be left to survive on themselves.. its irritating wen u do so much for people and all they can think of is themselves!Oh ya i know u must be thinking how can i expect anything in return!well i was altruistic for a long time, infact till very recently and then i realised it wasn’t getting me anywhere and so i m trying to change!T keeps saying i must jus forgive and forget!D says i jus cant change coz its a part of me!i think i shud agree with the latter coz thats what A keeps saying almost everyday. In A’s words “whats the point? u keep saying sorry and then say u’ll change but the next day ur bak to square one!”
oops what an opinion! but ya i am kind of used to it all..NO matter what i say i guess some people NEVER change!hey but i guess i just cant seem to walk of wen i see my buddies in trouble and that has a lot to do with my past.



There is a deep and cosmological connection between my birth, my parent's decision to name me what they did, my profession and my education. This brings me to the conclusion that fate is predetermined and like in Hindu mythology, is written by Brahma when someone is born. Example: My name is unique. I did my grads in Psychology. I then did my masters in HR (offshoot of following all the psychos). I then did the ultimate decision of joining an MNC in ............. beat it, BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT. So, I have the concept 'MAD' in my name, my education, my choice of career and all the milestone decisions of my life. Now, is it predetermined or what ? :-D

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