I wouldn’t have to……
bluff at home whenever I am on call or going out
lie about things that never happened
keep thinking I was better than what I was
quit a comfortable job n come back home (which is in a way okie)
dream of a life adventurous than what I was living
sit and wonder in awe at how much people can really be love
learn to weave out of any given situation.
lose the tag of being efficient
have marathon weeping sessions thanks to work stress
any hurting, no breaking of hearts
wish and want for more
sneak around to hide from people
feel humiliated when told I was regretted
envy when told about girlfriends on gtalk
hate people who are close to you
talk of ambitions under a wooden ceiling
fall in love over and over again.
What did happen when I met you?
The only thing I remember now is the pain. Never again