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What was I trying to say?

Being single is a strange, strange feeling. I know I was single for a loooooong 18 years but once I started this relationship thing, I’ve had no space at all to be on my own. A couple of ‘crush’es, 1 ‘serious’ relationship and 8 years later, here I am having been plunged unkindly into the world where ‘I’ and ‘me’ replaces the ‘us’ and the ‘we’. And damn it is so hard to go back being single but also relaxing in a way. Like I said, it really is a funny feeling.

It’s weird. I find this entire experience exhausting. Meeting new people. I’m not a fan of people. I used to be, I am not now.. They suck!! And trying to be on the insane side where you are not single is just plain annoying. Nothing puts me off more than a man who writes ‘dat’ instead of ‘that’ or tries to make a conversation by talking about how intersting his work life is! Dude, get a life I say! It’s a jungle out there. Bah!!


Oh well, at least I have my health and friends!! LOL. Focusing on the positives, people!!!


Speaking of positives, there are good things to focus on. Like, I am gymming and following a nice diet wherein I am allowed to cheat once a week. And though not many people would agree, I really think I have lost some weight. A few grams are also something, ya?!


Other things to look forward to are a couple of weddings. Jyo, Ms. A and a much hyped about engagement of yet another friend who well… lets not go there. ย Ok so anyway there are quite a number of events to look out for. ย Well events mean a bit of shopping, cute guys to ogle at, food etc. So either ways, it’s a bonus! For me, not you. Its my blog, remember! ๐Ÿ˜‰


And then there is Lil Miss Sunshine. Just spending a day with her can take away all my gloom n negativity. Its like she teaches me things about life that life hasnt been able to teach me for 25 friggin years!Well, her parents aren’t going to be too happy about this coz once upon a time, not so long ago, they were the center of my universe and now its their daughter!

This has turned out to be one of those rambly posts that I hate. But I’m sleepy and writing in the middle of a very dull day at work, so gimme a break will ya and show me some love!

So have a good day and remember that life is beautiful and that it ONLY gets better ๐Ÿ™‚



There is a deep and cosmological connection between my birth, my parent's decision to name me what they did, my profession and my education. This brings me to the conclusion that fate is predetermined and like in Hindu mythology, is written by Brahma when someone is born. Example: My name is unique. I did my grads in Psychology. I then did my masters in HR (offshoot of following all the psychos). I then did the ultimate decision of joining an MNC in ............. beat it, BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT. So, I have the concept 'MAD' in my name, my education, my choice of career and all the milestone decisions of my life. Now, is it predetermined or what ? :-D

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