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Not(e) in the mood-7

Is a person allowed to be happy and sad for the same thing? I dunno, do you? So..well that’s the kind of mood I am in.

I’m exhausted right now. Yes. On a thursday morning as I am writing this, I am exhausted and irritated and freaky and low and sober and frustrated.. Yesterday I had an “Overdose of A” with so many things that was like a blast from the past and that gave me a not so nice night.Sometimes living is such an effort. Getting up in the morning when all you want to do is to keep rotting in bed, getting to work amidst a maze of people and vehicles trying their best to kill you, maim you, or even more unforgivably, delay you! Then you get to work and you have that face on, the one that says talk-to-me-and-I’ll-bite-your-head-off. Most offensively, some people think that you’re making your funny face and that’s the worst part.

Someone greets you and asks you your well being and you want to say,”Die. Now.”

People are generally being innocuous, going about their business, it’s Thursday after all. It makes you want to take a giant sword, get up on your chair, shout out and then proceed to kill everyone. Slowly.

What the heck is wrong with me?Oh man, its one hell of a twisted life!



There is a deep and cosmological connection between my birth, my parent's decision to name me what they did, my profession and my education. This brings me to the conclusion that fate is predetermined and like in Hindu mythology, is written by Brahma when someone is born. Example: My name is unique. I did my grads in Psychology. I then did my masters in HR (offshoot of following all the psychos). I then did the ultimate decision of joining an MNC in ............. beat it, BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT. So, I have the concept 'MAD' in my name, my education, my choice of career and all the milestone decisions of my life. Now, is it predetermined or what ? :-D

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